Friday, August 31, 2012!
HandWritten on; 1:15 AM
hellooo (:
was surfing around my archives again. (i tend to do that from time to time when i want to read something) & i think its quite interesting to read about my thoughts from long ago. haha. as usual, many many things have gone by and passed from the last time i updated this blog. would actually love to put in some photos here to make up for it right now, but too lazy to transfer photos from my phone heh. so well, just text and here goes!
im into the 3rd week of my 4th and final year in NUS. pretty amazing how time flies even though i have always been wanting it to fly past. HAHA. school still very much sucks. it wasnt until i read what i typed the end of last sem (think see 2 entries down) that i was reminded of what i wanted myself to do -- enjoy my last year to the fullest no matter how much i hate it. well i guess thats something i ought to do, afterall its the last lap of my education life.
my sis has gone into NUS this year, onto her first year with everything fresh and interesting. to a certain extent, seeing her enter into her uni life reminds me of myself 3 years ago. seriously, so much has changed. pardon me for my melancholic mood haha, but i rmb being all enthusiastic and hyped up and excited in year one, hanging out with my engineering friends, staying out late at night (: i still miss that. but i guessed one cant have everything we want and sometimes we need to give up certain things to get something else. i will not do it the same way i did if i had another chance, but i must say it wasnt really a regret as well (:
my sister asked me when i was travelling to school with her a few days ago. that i didnt stay in hall in uni, and didnt go for exchange, dont i regret? hahaha. i guess these issues have been bugging me so much for the past 3 years that they have kinda faded, cause well theres no chance to do all of that anymore and i just have to look forward. i would change the past if i could. but since i cant, theres pretty much nothing more constructive i can do other than planning for a better future :) if i really wish to speak of regrets, HAHA there will be SO MANY. guess i shld count myself lucky enough that i dont exactly have any regrets before uni!
haha MOVE ON AND LOOK FORWARD, thats me trying to become a more positive person! :)
cheers.